Sunday, December 28, 2014

Entry Eight


In August of 2011, I attended a Women Veterans Retreat.  I didn’t know what was involved, I just knew that it was free and a few of my friends would be there so it had to be fun.  This is when I learned about Holistic Healing.  The events included numerous facilitators who were bringing messages and teachings of healing.  I hadn’t even realized I needed healing but I remember being filled with tears of joy, not only for me but for others.  I was asked to volunteer to stand up, in front of the group.  One of the facilitators handed me a set of dowsing rods.  I had no idea what they were but I quickly found out that they are cool! I learned that they read energy and that I held great, positive energy within me.  Of course I liked hearing that, who wouldn’t?  This is also where I first learned about Chakra’s and energy healing.   I guess I needed my chakras aligned - LOL.  Who knew? Well, my Spirit Guides did but that’s another story for later.  I also learned that a close, dear friend of mine had these “gifts” to heal but she had them closed off for so long, that she never spoke of it.  This whole experience was a real eye opener, I should I say 3rd Eye opener? I was hooked but it would be sometime before I encountered anything else like that again.

A couple of weeks after this weekend, I met up with my friend Kathy (who I met at the retreat) and she did some Tai Chi Yoga/Energy Healing on me.  I felt very relaxed and she helped open some blood flow in my body and gave me some stretches that felt very awakening.  The soft music was enough to send me into a blissful state of mind.  At the end, we meditated.  I've never done that before.  I remember seeing my higher-self, looking down at me and feeling proud.  I cried and cried at this special moment.  I literally saw my soul!!  I had no idea this was possible and I wanted to do it again!!

My next memory that I can recall of experiencing when someone knew more about me than I did of myself is when my friend Sheila prayed for me.  She said when she was meditating and sending prayers to those who needed it, I came to her mind but she couldn’t send it to me because I was so blocked and that she had to send these positive thoughts through my feet.  I said “What?”  You can vision something like that? I couldn’t believe it! Not only was it very touching that somebody would do this for me but to push it through no matter what.  Then I realized if I’m that blocked, what happens next?
 



This explains why I’m lonely. (At this time in 2011)

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