Entry Two

In 2008, I left my Federal job to work at the VFW State HQ office as the State Activities Director.  Because it was a much lower paying job & I was no longer receiving housing allowance from being out of the Navy, I moved from a two bedroom apartment to a one-bedroom and I got rid of my garage.  I made as many sacrifices as I could to hold this position that meant so much to me.  What a great feeling this was to work for the very organization that I loved so dearly and was active with.

Around this time is when my term as Post Commander was ending & then I was appointed as the District Adjutant.  I was also continuing to be involved with the Anoka County Veterans Council, Women Veterans Initiative Working Group, MN WAVES, Patriot Guard & Blue Star Mom’s.  I know, I know, sounds busy right? At the time, it wasn’t. I just took it one day at a time and if I was able to attend a meeting or event then I would.  My feelings were this “It’s better than sitting at home, alone & doing nothing.” (Especially in a one bedroom.) I felt like I lived in a shoe box and that I didn’t have any room to breathe.

In January, 2009, I was let go from my job. I had never been fired in my life & I was devastated.  For the sake of the other person’s privacy, all I can say is that I didn’t do anything wrong.  I pretty much knew right away though that it was a blessing in disguise. 

I spent the 2009 and part of 2010 years unemployed.  Although I was very active at the Work Force Center and always applying for positions, I kept busy with volunteering because it gave me a purpose or something positive to look towards.  This particular summer gave me the opportunity to attend services for some young men who were killed in action.